In a gentle way, you can shake the world - Gandi

Monday, January 31, 2011

Day Seven: Happy Pills

The crazy broke through - at 5:00 AM, the crazy broke through. I didn't see it coming, didn't hear it coming and had not even cleaned the house in preparation for this guest.

I reacted to a thought that had been planted in my mind from a weekend happening 'seed'...it took root and blossomed into crazy.

I cried and became angry because I couldn't muster the tools on my own to manage what I was feeling.

This crazy bloom was just a couple of hours before my morning pill and I did notice a settling occur after my morning dose. Disheartening because I would have expected to experience more evenness in the wake of this medicine, especially now that I have been taking it for one week.

I suppose what I learned today is that the pills won't do it all - accountability still belongs to me.


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