Nirvana

We have started talking again...the italicized her in previous posts.

I have to say though, I am being so careful - I am eyes wide open, heart well-guarded and mind clear.

Before, I think I was eyes shut tight, heart open and mind blurred. And not even just before with her...before in my life in general. I feel good about this and I feel content.

I am worth it though. And the truth is, I am relatively aware of who she is and what she brings and how we jive, and don't - I'd be remiss if I looked past that now with all of the clarity I have worked so hard to cultivate.

My life is amazing right now. I'm not going back because I simply can't - I won't. I feel like, in a short amount of time, I have created momentum toward all that I adore, toward passionate service and in the giving of my time and energy, I have found nirvana.

I am living nirvana.

We should all be able to say that...