Because if I am being honest, I am still healing...I'm not quite at a place where I am unaffected by the mention of her name, where I venture outside my apartment unguarded because the thought of running into her is light years from my mind, where certain songs are merely songs again ... instead, they are laden with memories, triggers - they can stop my breath and my body and they can grip my mind with a force that could reverse the orbit of the planets.
If I'm being honest...I long for the day when she doesn't consume my mind...and if I'm being honest, I am more at peace in the wake of her than I ever was in the company of her.
If I'm being honest - the detox is almost complete.
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